whoa, it's june 2013

spontaneous bursts of reassurance, nothing more than short-lived moments of liberation. i’m tired of falling into this state of confusion.

exhausted, dazed and no longer able to differentiate between feelings of frustration, guilt and shame when they all just mold together and force me to suffocate within the confines of my own self made grievances

theres just not enough time
this realization makes me anxious and yet
still, all i do is sit around
grind my teeth (old habits never die)

and realize that no matter where i am and what i do

i am just wasting time.